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Messy Advice... | Does My Invisible Effort Count? · Neighbourly: Real Stories of Care and Community

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  This one's for anyone who's ever made a casserole with love and then found
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  out the group text kept going without them. Let's be
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  honest, sometimes caring feels more like carrying
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  everyone else's needs, emergencies, and expectations,
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  stacked silently on your back while you smile and say, happy to
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  help, and over time, all that quiet effort starts to feel
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  less like love and more like emotional weightlifting. You
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  sign up to bring snacks, just snacks, and three
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  weeks later, you're coordinating volunteers, sending reminder
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  emails, and learning what a gluten free, nut free, dairy light muffin
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  is, all because you made eye contact at the wrong time.
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  This is messy advice for people who care, for anyone who keeps showing up
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  with love while secretly wondering if invisible labor counts for
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  heavenly rewards. This is Johan on the
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  edge of helpful, here to talk about care, calling, and
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  why emotional labor should at least come with loyalty points.
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  Today's question gets honest about something many of us feel but
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  don't always name. Let's get right into it.
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  I care deeply about others, but sometimes I feel
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  bitter or resentful when I help. I don't wanna stop
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  caring, but how do I keep going without feeling used or
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  invisible? Hey. If you've ever loved
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  with everything you've got and still walked away frustrated,
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  you're not alone. According to a 2023 Angus
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  Reid study, sixty three percent of Canadian caregivers
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  reported feeling unseen in their roles, especially those
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  providing emotional or informal support to others. And this
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  isn't just about people doing ministry endeavors, the ones handing out the
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  volunteer t shirts that all end up looking the same and, therefore, unseen
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  or invisible. It's the quiet caregivers, the unofficial
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  chaplains of casseroles, check ins, the emotional
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  triage, showing up with fanfare and slowly fading
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  into the background, the ones who sign up first, clean
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  up last, and somehow always end up holding the group chat
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  together with duct tape and emojis. We're not burned out because we
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  don't care. We're burned out because we do. Caring
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  doesn't automatically make you a saint, and feeling resentment
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  doesn't make you selfish. It makes you human
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  with limits, with expectations, and probably
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  a half used punch card for serving too often.
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  Caring without resentment isn't about pretending. It's about
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  pacing, and most of us have been sprinting on empty for a while.
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  Sometimes serving joyfully feels less like ministry and
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  more like emotional DoorDash, delivering comfort and connection while your
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  own tank is on empty. You show up early to set up
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  chairs. You stay late to clean up, drop off meals,
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  say yes to one more thing. And when no one thanks you
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  or worse, when people just assume you'll do it again, you smile
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  politely, go home, and start sauteing onions because at
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  least they'll give you a reason for the tears you're already holding
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  back. But what does the scripture have to say about this? Let's
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  get biblical. Biblical. Let's
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  look at Luke 15. In the parable of the prodigal son,
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  we often focus on the one who left home. But tucked in at
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  the end of the story is another character, one a lot of us
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  quietly relate to, the older brother that didn't
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  leave. He didn't waste the money. He stayed. He
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  worked hard. He carried the load when his brother left.
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  And when his runaway sibling returns and gets the royal treatment, a robe,
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  a ring, a fattened calf, a big party,
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  you can feel his jaw tighten from across the field. He
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  hears the music. He smells the barbecue, and he stays
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  outside. And when his father comes out to invite him in,
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  the older brother lets it all spill out. I've been
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  slaving for all these years. I've never disobeyed, and not
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  once did he throw a party for me. That's not bitterness out of
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  nowhere. That's years of effort unnoticed.
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  That's someone who kept saying yes quietly, reliably,
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  and is now wondering why it doesn't feel like it mattered. And here's
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  what's beautiful. The father doesn't scold him. He
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  doesn't say, you should be more like your brother. He
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  says, you are always with me, and everything I have
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  is yours. It's not just a correction. It's a
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  reminder. You belong. You've always belonged,
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  not because of what you've done, but because you're mine.
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  Maybe the older brother isn't the warning we've made him out to be.
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  Maybe he's the honest one, finally voicing what caregivers and
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  behind the scenes people have felt for years. And maybe part of
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  healing from resentment is not pretending you're okay, but
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  remembering you were never unnoticed by the father who sees it all.
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  Your value isn't based on how much you give. You are allowed
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  to rest. You are allowed to feel. To not always be the one
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  holding it all together. Love isn't about running yourself into the
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  ground. It's about showing up fully, not flawlessly.
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  So if you've been carrying on fumes, this might be your
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  sign. Step back. Take a breath.
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  You are not a resource. You are a person, and you matter too.
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  And just know that your father sees you in what you do in the
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  secret. And, hey, this is an opportunity for you to see the others that
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  might go unnoticed around you, to recognize them and the work that they're
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  doing. And if you wanna join the conversation, go find us on our
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  Care Impact podcast group on Facebook. Join a group of
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  like minded people and get into the conversation. We'd love to hear your
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  stories, especially the parts that don't look picture perfect.
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  Until next time, keep loving, keep laughing, and if you've
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  ever whispered, you're welcome to a roomful of ungrateful chairs,
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  solidarity, and maybe take a week off from setting up the
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  chairs, And always remember to stay curious.